What It Feels Like To Die

  • Published: 03 October 2019
  • Travis has lived with cystic fibrosis his whole life. Now he's waiting on a third lung transplant. This is his story.

    To support Travis follow him @ travisflores or go to travisflores.org
    For information on Cystic Fibrosis go to https://www.cff.org/What-is-CF/About-Cystic-Fibrosis/
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    Travis Flores

Comments • 1 188

  • Molly Rose
    Molly Rose  23 hours back

    Incredible. Absolutely incredible. Thank you for soothing my fear of death a little bit. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. It’s an honor for me that one day we will all experience death, at different times, but together. ❤️

    • Marcus Puzio
      Marcus Puzio  2 days back

      Light and love to you ...may our Creator bless you n comfort you in the time of need ..

      • Neomi Gonzalez
        Neomi Gonzalez  1 weeks back

        Medical marijuana?

        • Thomas D’Ambra
          Thomas D’Ambra  2 weeks back

          What a beautiful person

          • Subliminal GOAT
            Subliminal GOAT  2 weeks back

            no one could actually know cuz they died

            • David Kelly
              David Kelly  2 weeks back

              Godspeed, brother.

              • Dr. Phil
                Dr. Phil  2 weeks back

                I’m glad that he’s alive but if he’s fortunately alive he hasn’t really gone through death, he’s gone through agony.

                • Girls Google
                  Girls Google  3 weeks back

                  I'm happy that he's still alive🙏🙏🙏

                  • Jack Daniels
                    Jack Daniels  3 weeks back

                    i pray for u man 🙏🏽

                    • IIX Wolf
                      IIX Wolf  3 weeks back


                      • Sarah Delaney
                        Sarah Delaney  3 weeks back

                        He speaks so well. He comes across as a really beautiful person inside and out

                        • Toxic_Graham
                          Toxic_Graham  3 weeks back

                          I thank you for telling us this I hope you live a amazing rest of your life

                          • WMA
                            WMA  3 weeks back

                            That feeling was God's love ❤

                            • Zach Z
                              Zach Z  3 weeks back

                              I’m scared of death because I don’t want to leave my family

                              • Randy Beans
                                Randy Beans  3 weeks back

                                Nobody dislike this, it’s at 420 dislikes.

                                • Alexandria Hyndman
                                  Alexandria Hyndman  4 weeks back

                                  God touched you and he loves you and so do I and you just weren’t quite ready to enter his kingdom. You pulled through because you are a light in this world and you have a huge purpose.

                                  • 5MiiLy Y
                                    5MiiLy Y  4 weeks back

                                    Pls everyone living in this earth like this vids 🙂🙂🙂

                                    • Mario Santos
                                      Mario Santos  4 weeks back

                                      This change my my life

                                      • Boi If you dont
                                        Boi If you dont  4 weeks back

                                        My friend has cystic fibrosis she’s 10

                                        • Googleisgay Vikkstar
                                          Googleisgay Vikkstar  4 weeks back

                                          «Life is hard when you fight something.»

                                          • CandiB Sweet
                                            CandiB Sweet  4 weeks back

                                            God Bless Travis 💕

                                            • KnuckleSauce
                                              KnuckleSauce  4 weeks back

                                              did anyone else hear husband, cuz idk if this foos gay

                                              • DJ Cook
                                                DJ Cook  4 weeks back

                                                KnuckleSauce he is

                                            • Logan-_-Playz
                                              Logan-_-Playz  4 weeks back

                                              Thats sad : ( 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I miss juice world and xxxtentacion

                                              • Jessica Vilela
                                                Jessica Vilela  1 months back

                                                Hope all the best ❤❤❤

                                                • Skankhunt42
                                                  Skankhunt42  1 months back

                                                  Remembers me my ahahuasca experience

                                                  • Anne Sofie Merkistein
                                                    Anne Sofie Merkistein  1 months back

                                                    Thanks for sharing your story, it seem like you have a beautiful outlook on life. Wish you the best

                                                    • Kate Lahr
                                                      Kate Lahr  1 months back

                                                      I have a chronic illness too& I feel this

                                                      • Zzz Zzz
                                                        Zzz Zzz  1 months back

                                                        I had sepsis after having an emergency Csection. Having the doctor tell me that my organs were already shutting down that I need to say goodbye to my love ones. I knew I was dying I couldn’t breath at all.

                                                        • DeoxDedox YT
                                                          DeoxDedox YT  1 months back

                                                          Stronger than any bodybuilder in this planet

                                                          • Shelbie Wilson
                                                            Shelbie Wilson  1 months back

                                                            My fiancé’s mom had CF - she had two double lung transplants - but unfortunately she passed away in 2015 from Lymphoma/Leukemia

                                                            • ag.k909 __
                                                              ag.k909 __  1 months back

                                                              Who else read the title and thought what a weird video im not watching that but than swipe back up 😂

                                                              • Ariana Moonlight
                                                                Ariana Moonlight  1 months back

                                                                Prayers go out to you and your family❤️

                                                                • Jariel Snow
                                                                  Jariel Snow  1 months back

                                                                  I definitely understand this video. I was born with a rare blood disorder called G6PD. And i am also a survived death multiple times only remember one time tho. And that moment that i knew what was going on and my mom told me ahe loved me and its okay to let go crying. And i just said okay took a breath and closed my eyes and the feeling was amazing. But i thought about my mom and only her suffering and i just did not want to let go. And also i heard a voice. God knew it wasnt my time. Im happy to be alive and cant wait to share my story

                                                                  • Bre
                                                                    Bre  1 months back

                                                                    Heaven is real I promise my mom died from a heart attach for 7 mins and came back she said she woke up in a garden and saw her mama

                                                                    • Jordan Virula
                                                                      Jordan Virula  1 months back

                                                                      Jesus Christ saved this man and gave him another chance to praise him

                                                                    • Ray Urbina
                                                                      Ray Urbina  1 months back

                                                                      It feels good

                                                                      • Pixie Cove
                                                                        Pixie Cove  1 months back

                                                                        I hope Travis lives a long and happy life! <3

                                                                        • Arianna R.
                                                                          Arianna R.  1 months back

                                                                          I honestly needed this video. I have always been so afraid of death, it crosses my mind daily. But this video gave me peace. Thank you 😭

                                                                          • CJ Kirby
                                                                            CJ Kirby  1 months back

                                                                            :( I wish you the best.

                                                                            • Thugguaboy
                                                                              Thugguaboy  1 months back

                                                                              Prayers up

                                                                              • Ariana Flores
                                                                                Ariana Flores  1 months back

                                                                                weird my last name is flores

                                                                                • Corbin P
                                                                                  Corbin P  1 months back

                                                                                  This man is so genuine. God bless him

                                                                                  • fuck U
                                                                                    fuck U  1 months back

                                                                                    you dont feel death it’s not painful

                                                                                    • Ginfio
                                                                                      Ginfio  1 months back

                                                                                      You went to heaven

                                                                                      • Bxbydoll Emmaaa
                                                                                        Bxbydoll Emmaaa  1 months back

                                                                                        (What i know about CF)

                                                                                        Cystic Fibrosis is a chronic illness with no cure. It is when thick mucus blocks the airways and is very hard to cough up. (People with the illness use a special vibrating machine used to loosen the mucus so it will be easier to cough up)

                                                                                        The illness also causes the voice to be raspy and deep because of the clogged airways.

                                                                                        There is sadly no cure to this illness, which means that people born with it are dying and can pass away at any time of their lives. Lung transplants are an option to help people with CF live longer, but it sometimes fails and there is not much you can do after that. (unless you get another transplant)

                                                                                        Blood is also often coughed up because of the high amounts of coughing and coughing to attempt clearing the mucus. (I am sure there is other causes, but this is just one of them i know)

                                                                                        While Cystic Fibrosis may not be contagious to others without it, it is highly contagious to others with the illness. Too close contact could spread the other's bacteria and cause the person near them to become more ill. The bacteria from the other will shorten the person in contact's life even more.

                                                                                        Having CF requires a ton of medication to be taken every day. Also, breathing equipment will most likely be needed because they can't get the air on their own.

                                                                                        Five Feet Apart is a very sad and touching movie that may give you information on the dangerous illness. If you want to learn more about the illness, watch the movie (and bring tissues ;(

                                                                                        (If i got anything wrong or missed anything, please let me know)

                                                                                        Well i spent lots of time on this so i hope it helps people wanting to learn more about the chronic illness.

                                                                                        Sending lots of love to the brave and inspiring Cystic Fibrosis fighters. <3

                                                                                        • TJM
                                                                                          TJM  1 months back

                                                                                          Death was the best experience in his life... wow

                                                                                          • Brooklin Jagodzinski
                                                                                            Brooklin Jagodzinski  1 months back

                                                                                            I used to love him him when I was little from seeing him on the key of awesome 🥺❤️

                                                                                            • Bunzo
                                                                                              Bunzo  1 months back

                                                                                              Watching this high should be interesting 🤦🏽‍♀️